::goodness::

this weekend has been very special to you, spiritually.  physically you hardly ever to open your eyes wide due to the extended long working hour on friday evening.  you embarked for a 2 hour journey southbound to a city where other care members live. you had a very good and fruitful session with interesting discussion, intimate sharing and prayer. you feel tired and sleepy physically yet spiritually you're refreshed.

in the evening you had your SIL and her friend over for dinner and a normal dinner turned out to be a special one. special in the way that it's according to God's way. you had another long and intimate discussion and sharing  about challenges, problems, perception, dreams, future, regrets and unforgiveness. it was an eye opener to you to know how he feels and what's his values are towards life. it has changed a lot since the last time you know him...

you've been too busy lately that you hardly spent any quality time together, even on those days that you're home, your working hours and his just don't allow any time to eat a meal together except on the weekends. you thought he has already made peace with the situation but it turns out that he's still there and mourning about the fact and the decision that you both took 2 years ago... the situation and consequences of the decision has not affect you at all. in fact it brings forth life and health. yet on the other hand, it brought him the fear of the future, the deterioration of health as a result of unforgiveness.

at least you now know his state of mind now and you know how you can pray for him.  this is not a random thought as it has a sense of urgency in you, you wanted to seek Godly counsel but you will keep this in your prayer for now and know that God will surely bring him out of his situation through the reminder of the death of Jesus on the cross and His resurrection.