solitude.in.japanese.garden

perhaps it's too early in the season, there's no hananomichi moment this year as you walk towards the japanese garden.
the azaleas is not in abundance, so you're not hold up too long on the way to the japanese garden like previous year.
one thing for sure, you still enjoy the serenity and the tranquility of this cultured japanese garden. it's relaxing, you sat at the viewing platform, let the cool breeze kissed your face and you became less confined with the stress that bothering you the whole day.  going near to the nature helps you to appreciate God's creation, listening to the whispering birds, observing the swaying leaves and suddenly you're lifted (not in the zen way ).

luke 12:27 consider how the wild flowers grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you, not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these

psalm 150:6 let everything that has breath praise the Lord

the truth is you're  not worried but stressed by a delayed decision.  but after one round of solitude in the nature, walking in your own pace, mediate on the word of God, you feel much better now, albeit the decision is still not made.  perhaps the Lord is teaching you about patience and that's what is lacking in you.