Since the last weekend, I have been feeling extremely tired, no matter how much I sleep I still woke up with heavy tiredness. I am close to the edge of exhaustion really. Is it due to the workload, traffic or long hours conference calls but frankly speaking I am really not overloaded so to speak.
But the physical tiredness is indescribable and this morning I woke up feeling complete helpless and exhausted, where are my energies gone??? Just as I pondering over if I actually caught the so called “voorjaarsmoeheid” (or spring tiredness), the Lord gave me Psalm 139….
2 You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue you know it completely, O LORD.
5 You hem me in—behind and before; you have laid your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too lofty for me to attain.
7 Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence?
8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there; if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea,
10 even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast.
11 If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me and the light become night around me,"
12 even the darkness will not be dark to you; the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to you.
13 For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.
This is the psalm of David but it perfectly depicts my moments now… How true my living God is, He know the deepest me so well and comfort me best…. No, I don’t have voorjaarsmoeheid, I am just tired and I will be fine in HIM.
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